Need dominatrix training

Hi my name is Sonja. I'm looking for someone to help train me to be dominant and help me with humiliation. My boyfriend is bi and has sent me numerous porns and articles because this is what he wants in the bedroom. I'm just not getting it I feel I doing stuff wrong. So I'm looking for someone to help train me to be what he is looking for in his fantasise. We are will to pay someone to help me. Thank you in advance and let me know if your interested. You can email me at sonjayoung1223@yahoo.com.